Thinking

I should be in bed. But I'm not. I can't sleep. Why? Because I'm thinking of a girl. I'm thinking of a girl that won't leave my head. Sometimes I wake up at night thinking about her. Thinking about how cute her smile is, how beautiful she is, and how there are pixies tugging at her hair. How I like the way she laughs, the way she talks, just the little things she does that I'm sure some people never notice. I write this at the risk of sounding creepy. I hope thats not the case. I'm just a hopless romantic stuck in his head, wondering, contemplating, confused. Every night I pray and every night I ask my questions and I wait to hear the responses. Every night I pray. I continue to wait. Waiting is tough, but all good things come to those who wait. I beleive that this is a very very good thing and so I wait. I may not understand everything, but I do understand I can't sleep. I can't sleep. How do you talk about such things? In movies things are so easy. My knees hurt. Goodnight.