Gatsbys American Dream Rules, and... stuff drools? Yea I got nothing...

It has been a little while since I have blogged, I mean I posted songs by the awesome band GAD, but not a real blog. Maybe thats because I am busy or don't have time or (isn't that, like the same thing? [SHUTUP! I'm tired]) cause I am STILL sick! The sickness came back. It saddens me. I have a pretty crappy day today. Feeling sick didn't help and almost fainting down my stairs was not cool. Today was just the culmination of thoughts and feelings I guess though. I didn't feel like going to school or getting out of bed but I still got up and was all ready to go when I almost fainted down my stairs and my nose continued running like the day before and my eyes started watering. And here I had thought this cold was leaving me, but no it grabs me and pulls me down when all I need is a lift. Not that anything is really bad in my life just, you know, that inner turmoil thing... maybe you don't know. Anyways yea. After that I spent the rest of the day at the doctors office where I got a jerk of a doctor. I got meds but he wouldn't tell me what sickness I had! He was just like these will help and left. But yea I ended up not going to work. I went to the school... I prolly should have slept but instead I decided to be around people... I was in one of those moods where I want others around but at the same time I could not stand people. I chatted with Rhiannon and that was good. It actually picked up my mood for the evening, well part of it I anyways. But now I am home and the sames things are plagueing me. Yea... I can't really sleep... I wonder if it is the meds. My eyes are all blurry... thats not cool... on my meds container it says to not eat or drink grapfruit (juice) while on this medication... interesting. Anyways my head is wandering and I am typing random things that I am not even thinking about, my nose hurts, my ears are irritating me... I think I am going to jab a pen in each nostril and each ear and then go to bed. Good night...