Sitting at my computer desk. Work in half and hour. Not sure what to type. Had some ideas but they just don't seem good enough. Valentines Day today. No Plans. Have to work most of the day anyways. Want to leave. Want to up and leave and not tell anyone. Not that many people would notice me gone, but it wouldn't be so that they notice. It would be so that I would notice. Wish I had the money to go where it rains instead of snows. Hide in a mountain for a while. This is more depressing then I expected it to be. Honestly, I'm not really depressed I am more frustrated. Frustrated with lots of things. If you can't get ahold of me it's because I left.

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The Truth About Heaven

Walk past my grave in the dark tonight,
Saw the stone and the note you left for me,
to answer your question I just had to leave,
I just had to leave,

But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you,

Found my way back in the dark tonight,
Couldn't wake up not right next to you,
I'd trade forever to just hear you say the sound of my name,

But that's not why I'm here,
I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you,

Don't believe that it's better when you leave everything behind,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,
Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die,

I came down here to tell you it rains in heaven all day long,
I wanna find you so bad and let you know I'm miserable up here without you,

Don't believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die

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The End Of Fraud

I’m leaving again
For the second time around
You better believe
That this was all just a joke to me
And as I look down on them
I repeat these words in my head
“They never heard one sound out of my mouth.
They never heard one sound.”

I saw pretty clear
That when I left
You all stayed the same
Now I think I believe
That I was never alive in the first place
They never heard one sound out of my mouth
They never heard one sound out of my mouth
They never heard one sound out of my mouth
They never heard one sound

Don’t believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
Don’t believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
Don’t believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
Don’t believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
Don’t believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die
Don’t believe that the weather is perfect the day that you die

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Car Underwater

Believe the news, I'm gone for good.
Call off the search, no one will know that I'm down here
Believe the note I left for you
You can't turn back the clocks, you can't pull me up from here, so don't try

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

Make time slower, give me longer.
It's too late for me, no one will know that I'm down here.
And believe your dreams of me sinking
so far, below, you can't pull me up from here so don't try.

In a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

Leave it up to me. To burden you again.
This ones not your fault. Please forgive me.

Leave it up to me (leave it up to me). To burden you again (To burden you again).
This ones not your fault. So forget, so forget, so forget me.

Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Just let me go.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Just let me go.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.
Don't think back, don't think back of me at all.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

I'm in a car underwater with time to kill, thinking back I forgot to tell you this
I didn't care that you left and abandoned me, what hurts more is I would still die for you.

and I would still die for you
I would still die for you
and I would still die for you
I would still die for you
and I would still die for you...

All The Above Songs are from Armor For Sleep

Well I am off.