Undisposed ~ Wishing Well

I just sit here fast awake
Covered in my lonely sheets
Skin is sticking to my clothes
I just wait here undisposed
Find it hard to leave my room
Familiarity is scarce
But thats not why

Clock stopped working long ago
Fine with me
I don't want to know
My awareness of the time makes me reflect and wrings me dry
My fourth shower of the day
Only stopped cause waters cold
I slowly put on dirty clothes as I just wait here undisposed
But thats not why

Cynical cold neutrality
Comfortable Mentality
Why has food all lost it's taste
Why are dreams all being erased
Counting Days til I get paid
So I can cover up the stains
And counting heads that look my way
So the life I use won't seem so plain
But thats not why

When days just melt together I don't know why I just stand alone
When days just take forever I don't know why
I don't even try