Crash and Burn...
and wait for it... wait for it... there it is
I crashed about 15 mins ago. Now I am burning. I predicted this in an earlier blog. I was hoping I was wrong but no... I'm not. I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight... I fell asleep at work today... there were no kids there all evening! It was such a slow day... the sleep was really good though... i fell asleep on the couch upstairs... and it made me realize how tired I am... emotionally....physically... everythingly... I still have not recovered. It also made me think about how nice sleep feels when you are not supposed to sleep... like sleeping after your alarm goes off... or a quick nap between classes or at work.... it is just so great feeling...
but yeah I am still burning... I wonder if I am manic depressive... I can swing drastically between emotions of joy and depression... or maybe its just because God created me emo... oh so emo I could cry... I am home alone right now and what I wouldn't give to have someone with me right now... I should not be listening to Dashboard Confessional right now... I am missing people... like mike... and amos... who is getting married this weekend... and I can't be there... crappy deal. Well I have more to post but... I am going to go for a short walk... I need.... something
~Screaming Infidelities.. Dashboard Confessional
I'm missing your bed, I never sleepAvoiding the spots where we'd have to speak& this bottle of beast is taking me home.I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheetsYou're not alone & you're not discreet.You make sure I know, who's taking you home.I'm reading your note over again.There is not a word that I comprehend,except when you signed it "I will love you always & forever"
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,and sit alone and wonder,how you're making out,but as for me I wish that I was anywherewith anyone making out
I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?And when did your eyes begin to look fake?I hope you're as happy as your pretending.I'm missing you bed, I never sleep.Avoiding the spots where we'd have to sleep.And this bottle of beast is taking me home.
Your hair.It's everywhere.Screaming infidelities.Taking it's wear.
I crashed about 15 mins ago. Now I am burning. I predicted this in an earlier blog. I was hoping I was wrong but no... I'm not. I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight... I fell asleep at work today... there were no kids there all evening! It was such a slow day... the sleep was really good though... i fell asleep on the couch upstairs... and it made me realize how tired I am... emotionally....physically... everythingly... I still have not recovered. It also made me think about how nice sleep feels when you are not supposed to sleep... like sleeping after your alarm goes off... or a quick nap between classes or at work.... it is just so great feeling...
but yeah I am still burning... I wonder if I am manic depressive... I can swing drastically between emotions of joy and depression... or maybe its just because God created me emo... oh so emo I could cry... I am home alone right now and what I wouldn't give to have someone with me right now... I should not be listening to Dashboard Confessional right now... I am missing people... like mike... and amos... who is getting married this weekend... and I can't be there... crappy deal. Well I have more to post but... I am going to go for a short walk... I need.... something
~Screaming Infidelities.. Dashboard Confessional
I'm missing your bed, I never sleepAvoiding the spots where we'd have to speak& this bottle of beast is taking me home.I'm cuddling close to blankets and sheetsYou're not alone & you're not discreet.You make sure I know, who's taking you home.I'm reading your note over again.There is not a word that I comprehend,except when you signed it "I will love you always & forever"
As for now I'm gonna hear the saddest songs,and sit alone and wonder,how you're making out,but as for me I wish that I was anywherewith anyone making out
I'm missing your laugh, how did it break?And when did your eyes begin to look fake?I hope you're as happy as your pretending.I'm missing you bed, I never sleep.Avoiding the spots where we'd have to sleep.And this bottle of beast is taking me home.
Your hair.It's everywhere.Screaming infidelities.Taking it's wear.
posted by Ty at 12:53 AM
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