The Answer that you want is in the Question that you state.

I told you the sun would come out and ruin my day! Not that it was a bad day because of events but more because of thoughts.... if you know how that goes... but it was a boring crappy day. No youth showed up at the centre because of the Ex and so it was long and boring. One of the kids that did actually show up put flammable liquid in my coworkers tail pipe.... not fun. Then I went out for tea with Jordon, which was good but short... my tea really sucked too, I am thinking no more starbucks for me... i guess i will see. I wish I had someone who would call me up and be like, "Hey I noticed you are feeling down, I brought you some icecream (or cookies or pepsi or a present... some sort of trinkit) and lets watch _______" fill the blank whith whatever movie they bring.... such as the notebook..... or some horror movie. or "lets go for a walk and then they give me a hug." That would be nice. Excpet that wouldn't work if they were a guy... so they would have to be female... I might be slightly creeped out if a guy said or did that.... yeah... anways... I am just bored... and grumpy and I have a headache... and ...blah i can't even think right now... I think I am going to get ready and go to bed and hope someone contacts me....

I am too restless to unwind....