Your Heart is Cold... and so are my feet
I am tired.
I have a headache.
I am drinking pepsi and listening to emo music and I just had a big emo talk with an emo friend about girls and emo stuff. I am grumpy because my landlord just walked into our place while we were sleeping... he was showing it to random people... there was no notice nothing... well unless you call the phone call that was like 5 mins before he showed up notice... but we were sleeping so we didn't get it. What he did is illegal. I am sitting here and thinking about my emo life... or lack there of. I am freezing right now! Like seriously it is soo cold right now... how am I ever going to survive this saskatchewan winter! I miss B.C. I liked being emo in B.C. with the rain and the warmth and the mountains and the moss and the beautiful everything that is B.C. I just had a life... or a resemblance of one but I lost it again... I sank back into my non existence... frustation... confused... depressed thing I used to.. and now once again... call a life. Why does everything I want slip through my grasp? Leave me? Disappear? and why can't I spell? I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget. I am all you've ever wanted. What the other boys all promised. wish I knew...
Today should be good. It should be fun. I am once again draggin myself out of my safe room... to hang out with Shancelle and Vanessa and ... well I am not sure who else for sure... I am assuming Delia and Mary-Joy and maybe the Michelle girl I met the other night... and well I don't know who else.
I can't wait till I move into my new place. I can't wait until college starts again... I can't wait until... I can't wait until... I can't wait until and I also can not wait until....
I just want to believe.
My feet are cold.
Just like the world... the cold cold harsh world that we live in. Every chance to leave is another chance I should have took... can we seriously start our band now man? like for real... lets wright songs about our emo selves and our not leaving our rooms and our friends that we don't have and how cruel girls are but yet how amazingly wonderful they are... lets fill our heads with contradictions and prescriptions. We can do it. Why do I let myself ramble like this? with these pointless thoughts and feelings. I mean I enjoy it but or real... who enjoys reading this? really...
I have a headache.
I am drinking pepsi and listening to emo music and I just had a big emo talk with an emo friend about girls and emo stuff. I am grumpy because my landlord just walked into our place while we were sleeping... he was showing it to random people... there was no notice nothing... well unless you call the phone call that was like 5 mins before he showed up notice... but we were sleeping so we didn't get it. What he did is illegal. I am sitting here and thinking about my emo life... or lack there of. I am freezing right now! Like seriously it is soo cold right now... how am I ever going to survive this saskatchewan winter! I miss B.C. I liked being emo in B.C. with the rain and the warmth and the mountains and the moss and the beautiful everything that is B.C. I just had a life... or a resemblance of one but I lost it again... I sank back into my non existence... frustation... confused... depressed thing I used to.. and now once again... call a life. Why does everything I want slip through my grasp? Leave me? Disappear? and why can't I spell? I am heaven sent. Don't you dare forget. I am all you've ever wanted. What the other boys all promised. wish I knew...
Today should be good. It should be fun. I am once again draggin myself out of my safe room... to hang out with Shancelle and Vanessa and ... well I am not sure who else for sure... I am assuming Delia and Mary-Joy and maybe the Michelle girl I met the other night... and well I don't know who else.
I can't wait till I move into my new place. I can't wait until college starts again... I can't wait until... I can't wait until... I can't wait until and I also can not wait until....
I just want to believe.
My feet are cold.
Just like the world... the cold cold harsh world that we live in. Every chance to leave is another chance I should have took... can we seriously start our band now man? like for real... lets wright songs about our emo selves and our not leaving our rooms and our friends that we don't have and how cruel girls are but yet how amazingly wonderful they are... lets fill our heads with contradictions and prescriptions. We can do it. Why do I let myself ramble like this? with these pointless thoughts and feelings. I mean I enjoy it but or real... who enjoys reading this? really...
posted by Ty at 10:45 AM
2 Comments:
First of all, I enjoy reading it.
Secondly, Brennan is totally emo. But he stopped posting entirely when we broke up.
Thirdly, I am also really really cold, and I'm going to bed.
See you tomorrow.
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