The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most

Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And covered with a perfect shell
Such a charming, beautiful exterior
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect posture, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by
This is one time, this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
Buried deep as you can dig inside yourself
And hidden in the public eye
Such a stellar monument to loneliness
Laced with brilliant smiles and shining eyes
Perfect make-up, but you're barely scraping by
But you're barely scraping by...
Well this is one time, well this is one time
That you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all...or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most
And you can't fake it hard enough to please everyone
Or anyone at all..or anyone at all
And the grave that you refuse to leave
The refuge that you've built to flee
The places that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you've come to fear the most
It's the place that you have come to fear the most

"The Places You Have Come To Fear The Most" ~ Dashboard Confessional

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I think that may just sum everything up pretty well.

Nothings here for me

Can you read between the lines?
Have you perfected the art?
Can you hear whats not there?
Can you see what was never meant to be seen?

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I wanna live again
I wanna start everything over again
I wanna get this right
I'll meet you in another life
Over again
I'm coming back around again
Coming back over again
I'm coming back around again, but now it's over
We're out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is put you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me
Out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me
I'm gonna make this work
I'm gonna change everything wrong with me
I'm gonna prove you wrong
when I meet you in another life
Over again
I'm coming back around again
Coming back over again
I'm coming back around again, but now it's over
We're out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me
Out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me
I never had the gift of holding on to you
You're so far, so far away
No I, never had to give up of holding on to you
You're so far, so far away
I wanna live again
I wanna live again
I wanna live again
I wanna start everything over again
I wanna live again
I wanna live again
I wanna live again
I wanna start everything over again
We're out of time and I can't breathe
We're out of time and I can't breathe
We're out of time and I can't breathe
We're out of time and I can't breathe
I told you not to believe in me
'Cause all I do is push you far away from me
All I do is push you far away from me

~ Awkward Last Words - Armor For Sleep
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Because if you did you would know...
Because if you did you would care...
Because if you did you would be here...
Because if you did you would not take it for granted...

I guess I just have to leave

Looks like its only you and me now old man.

Don't waste your time on me your already the voice inside my head

Greetings Blog readers,
I finally have found the time to type a little something up for you. I hope you all appreciate and love my efforts to fullfill your blog reading dreams. I have been so busy lately, it has just been nuts. If I am not at work then I am at school and if I am not at school I am sleeping. Unfortunately I have been doing more sleeping than school. Speaking of which...

HERMITAGE UPDATE (as requested by Andrew)

Pretty crappy. I have managed not to do the hanging out part (and I have not played any video games) but I have not completed many assignements. I have three late assignments and the time is closing in on me. I am hoping that this coming week I can finish them.

And thats the update...

December is on its way... for those of you who knows what that means...

I strongly dislike the problem of money. Specifically the problem of not having any. There are so many things I would like to do but I am limited by paper, coins, or plastic. It sucks. But what can you do. You would think that with the amount of time I have put in at work that I would have some money to spend but no it goes to pay off debts. However, that is a good thing because I do not want to be in debt and have it hinder things in my life as it has before... for those of you who know what that means.

Well that is it for now. I have some things I need tp accomplish before I go to work. Hope you enjoyed this little update and I hope that I will soon find the time to write an interesting and proper blog...

A short time becomes a long time when you won't just let it go...

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It has been a long time since I have last posted. I noticed the chant for another post and I was warmed inside that there a few people out there that love me, or at least like my blog. I have been so busy lately. It has just been insane. I am grabbing a few minutes right now to right this post. After that I am off to a meeting and then off to work. I always feel so tired. Even if I sleep through my classes I am still tired... Oh well. I have decided to embark on a voyage that Andrew has coined 'hermitage'. This 'hermitage' is in an effort to save my marks. I don't really have the time to explain it right now but it is working. I got one assignment done and tonight I hope to get another one done. So yeah thats awesome. Oh and I now have two kittens. They are cute... umm k I need to run... this post really sucked... you guys all hyped it up and now it is complete crap... my next will be better... I hope.